It’s official—these guys I hang out with are impossible and suck with chicks. They may have gotten some great females’ interest—whom are the best they can get—but they’re too weird to keep and pursue them. They have no game, no clue, nothing. They’re just sweet faces with gentle attitude and personality and that’s what gets us. Fuck falling for guys who suck at this stuff.

i’m eating cereal…without milk…cause I ran out of milk…but really want cereal still.

The person who’s top of my list to ask to be my valentine, is most likely going to say no. Or I won’t even get the chance to ask him cause nothing will lead me to that point. SO, I have to figure out who the next person should be on my list. (I need back up) FUCK not knowing many guys.

FUCK the available guys who are also sketchy.

I kind of want a boyfriend—but not because I want the affection and title or whatever—but because then i’ll feel like one person actually sees the good in me, actually wants to deal with me, actually won’t make me feel like a piece of shit, and is obligated to be there for me and enjoys it too.I just feel like he’d be the only one I won’t feel like I disappoint.

Can my birthday consist of alcohol, or some dank shit, or, idk. Never mind. I’m not even home right now.